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Learning how to talk about problems youā€™re having on the trailā€”and how to listenā€”can be the difference between a frustrating, demoralizing hike and a fun, fulfilling one. What can psychology teach us?

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Improve Your Backpacking Experience with Better Communication

Anyone who has thru-hiked with a partner knows you wonā€™t always be thriving at the same time as one another. It would be nice if your low-energy miles lined up with your partnerā€™s, so you could agree to cut the day short, collapse into your tent, and whine about or a squeaky pack. But in my experience, my cranky days are the days when my partner feels the best, leaving them to cruise up switchbacks while I could swear my legs have been replaced with lead balloons. Communicating during this time is challenging for both people, and Iā€™d never encountered it more than on a trip this past spring.Ģż

We started the route on an , and I immediately found myself struggling with the sun exposure. Conversely, my partner seemed to be having an extremely easy time, and I tried to be happy for him as he casually crushed the climbs regardless of the heat. He was kind and accommodating, but I knew he could have been doing bigger miles if I hadnā€™t been there. The more I got into my head, the more my mood began to spiral. If I was struggling this much at the start, what would happen when the route got harder?

I caught up to my partner at the top of a long climb one morning, collapsing in a scant patch of shade and trying to quell my anxiety as the dayā€™s miles loomed over my head.Ģż

ā€œIā€™m having a really hard time with the heat today,ā€ I told him as I gulped water, feeling a twinge of panic at how early in the day it was. ā€œIā€™m exhausted.ā€

ā€œOh really?ā€ He said, looking concerned. ā€œToday is the easiest day weā€™ll have all week.ā€

The prickle of resentment Iā€™d felt watching him disappear around a switchback flared. All at once, I felt physically uncomfortable, inadequate, and scared to hear that I had been right and it was only going to get tougher. I burst into tears.Ģż

We went back and forth like this for a few days. I was increasingly frustrated at my bodyā€™s struggles, and while my partnerā€™s responses werenā€™t unkind, they didnā€™t do my fragile mental state any favors. When I was wilting from the heat, he said that it was only going to get hotter. When I said I was tired, he pointed out correctly that we had just started the dayā€™s miles.ĢżĢż

Our communication, while normally strong, was entirely misaligned during this time. He couldnā€™t figure out why I was having a hard time, and I needed him to acknowledge that the route conditions were hard, not tell me that they were about to get harder.Ģż

ā€œA response like this, though attempting to give context and not untrue, is likely to amplify the partnerā€™s feelings of overwhelm rather than their feelings of competence,ā€ Dr. , a clinical psychologist with a background in outdoor sports, said when I told him about my trip.Ģż

While this kind of communication can be helpful for some peopleā€”it reminds them to keep pushingā€”Reeves says it can also feel shaming, shutting them down instead of making them feel better.Ģż

Neither my partner nor I was really at fault, but a combination of my physical struggles and subsequent shame combined with his casual ease made everything seem more dire. I was panicking that my fears about my abilities were true, and because I was embarrassed, I felt unable to ask for a different style of communication.Ģż

When I asked what would have been a better communication strategy, Dr. Reeves broke it down into three parts: The stronger partner , reassure them that they are there for them, and find a way to work together to get to the end. This three-part response was tailored to my backcountry situation, but it can also be a blueprint for healthy communication between people experiencing different challenges while they pursue a common goal on the trail.Ģż

Two hikers walking
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With the benefit of hindsight, I can understand now that the hike wasnā€™t easy on my partner either. While he never expressed impatience, I imagine it must have felt frustrating to be held up during the day and to stop earlier in the evenings.Ģż

ā€œA challenge of the better-faring partner feeling frustrated is they are forced to reckon with their priorities,ā€ says Dr. Reeves. ā€œIs the objective more important, or something else? If you and your partner are both equally able, you can and have a great time simultaneously. Itā€™s when one of you doesnā€™t align that you have to face what you really care about.ā€Ģż

Shame and feelings of weakness are powerful emotions, especially for thru-hikers or backcountry athletes who thrive on feeling strong and empowered. Struggling on a route others are finding easy can compound shame with the notion that youā€™re letting your partner down. Left unchecked, those feelings can pull you into an emotional downward spiral.

To counter this, Dr. Reeves suggests breaking the entire route into management chunks. This allows the partner who is struggling to feel accomplished reaching smaller goals, and to feel good that their partner is working with them.

ā€œOften those who arenā€™t struggling want to hurry their partners through their trouble,ā€ Dr. Reeves says, ā€œbut taking a few beats to create space for [your partner] being afraid, overwhelmed, or angry usually pays dividends when the struggling partner can work through their emotions.ā€Ģż

Pushing through challenging emotions often does little more than exacerbate the feelings or create tension that can explode later on. While we never exploded, I spent the entire trip stressed. When I was reflecting on the experience a few months later, I knew that if it had felt more manageable, or we acknowledged that the route was indeed hard, my morale would have been higher and I wouldnā€™t have experienced the mounting dread that I was having a hard time during an ā€œeasy section.ā€Ģż

Navigating communication barriers doesnā€™t have to lead to fighting, and like I said, we never actually argued. In my shame and anxiety, I didnā€™t communicate my own needs, neglecting to tell him that his responses were less than helpful. But when we talked about it laterā€”removing elements of fatigue, , body aches, and heat exhaustionā€”we had a productive conversation where I could step away from feelings of inadequacy and communicate more rationally.Ģż

So how will my experience change how I communicate on upcoming trips? I know that my partner and I will both need to anticipate problems and acknowledge that one or both of us may struggleā€”often with different aspects of the trip. Preparing for these scenarios and working out what type of communication feels encouraging is critical.Ģż

ā€œShame is a killer in these situations, so establishing that tempers may flare ahead of time and planning to deal with it is useful,ā€ Dr. Reeves says. ā€œOften these feelings are more about fatigue, hunger, or some other discomfort, and talking about this ahead of time can alleviate some of the hurt feelings.ā€

The inherent challenges and needs of thru-hiking throw a wrench even in the best communicators. The partner who is struggling can feel both overwhelmed by the situation and guilty for holding the other person back, and the person who is doing better might inadvertently say exactly the wrong thing.Ģż

ā€œTry to establish ahead of time that being tired or ,ā€ Dr. Reeves says, ā€œItā€™s part of maintaining health and safety. There is no shame if they are necessary.ā€

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Her Thru-Hike Went Viral. Then She Quit. /outdoor-adventure/hiking-and-backpacking/her-thru-hike-went-viral-then-she-quit/ Tue, 17 Oct 2023 17:17:05 +0000 /?p=2649478 Her Thru-Hike Went Viral. Then She Quit.

The rise of social media has created a new breed of influencers who tackle the world's longest trails with their audiences in tow. But success isn't guaranteed on a thru-hikeā€”and bailing with thousands of eyes on you is more complicated than it looks.

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Her Thru-Hike Went Viral. Then She Quit.

When Julia Sheehan set out for an Appalachian Trail thru-hike in 2019, she had little experience backpacking and almost no online presence. On a whim, she applied for a vlogging spot with , an outdoor-focused website whose YouTube channel showcases hikersā€™ journeys on Triple Crown trails. Her videosā€™ conversational tone and honesty about the highs and lows of trail life resonated with viewers: By the time she reached Katahdin, she was known by her trail name, Rocket, and had over 17,000 Instagram followers and one of that seasonā€™s most popular AT vlogs. And her audience wanted more.

ā€œIf I wasnā€™t sharing trail-related stuff, I would get messages asking ā€˜Whenā€™s the next trail announcement? Where are you going next?ā€™,ā€ Sheehan recalls. ā€œIt seemed like people felt entitled to my next adventure. But it was me who had invited them on the journey.ā€

Social media has become a way for users to live vicariously through other people, and the hiking community is no exception. Hundreds of thousands viewers flock to popular thru-hiking Instagram accounts and YouTube channels every month, seeking inspiration for their own adventures or a virtual escape from their 9 to 5.Ģż

In some ways, thru-hikes are almost tailor-made for storytelling: Theyā€™re a quintessential ā€œheroā€™s journeyā€ for viewers to follow along with, a self-contained quest with a defined start, hardship along the way, and the promise of glory at the end. But unlike a fairy tale, no one knows exactly how a thru-hike is going to end. Only around 25 percent of people who start a Triple Crown trail with the intention of thru-hiking it will finish in a single season. Abandoning that goal partway through can feel like a failure, and explaining the decision to walk away to friends and family is intimidating. What happens when you have to do it with tens of thousands of strangers watching?

 

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The pandemic hampered most 2020 thru-hiking plans, and by 2021 Sheehan was itching to hike again. She was ready to pursue a new challengeā€”both for herself and for her audience.Ģż

ā€œI felt that every month that went by where I didnā€™t announce a hike or didnā€™t do an outdoor adventure, I was losing access to this community,ā€ Sheehan said. ā€œI had to keep creating so they would keep loving me.ā€

In late February 2021, Sheehan started the 800-mile , posting and to her own channels along the way. It turned out to be a relentlessly challenging hike. Her early start meant snow and cold weather for a large portion of the miles, and she toyed on and off with the idea of leaving the trail. Ultimately Sheehan pushed forward, determined to see the northern terminus. In April, she reached the end of the AZT, but even as she headed home, she wasnā€™t satisfied.Ģż

ā€œI felt the need to keep pushing,ā€ she says.

Eight weeks after finishing the AZT, Sheehan repacked her bag and headed to Montana to begin the , planning to post videos along the route. But soon after starting the trail, her dog back home passed away, and she found herself sobbing for the majority of her hiking hours. It didnā€™t feel worth continuing, so 400 miles into her southbound attempt, Sheehan hitchhiked to an airport and flew home.Ģż

Sheehan had started the Appalachian Trail in 2019 with the goal of reaching the northern terminus, and had felt like anything besides finishing would have been a failure. The AZT had felt similar. But she had no second thoughts about leaving the CDT. It was the first time she had put her own mental health and desires over the notion of a ā€œsuccessfulā€ thru-hike.

Her new problem: How would she tell her audience? No creator owes their followers an explanation for not reaching a goal. But inviting people into your world is easier than ushering them out. When hiking bloggers or influencers abruptly stop posting, the comments pile up: Hello? Update? Are you OK?Ģż

ā€œAt one point I was getting hundreds of messages a day from people asking where I was and what was happening,ā€ said Sheehan. ā€œI was spending an ungodly amount of time responding to strangers on the internet, validating their fears that I did actually get off the trail because they were so invested in my hike.ā€Ģż

Sheehan decided to be upfront about her reasons for leaving the CDT.Ģż

ā€œI needed to put a bow on it for people to understand that [the hike] was over, to not keep asking when I was going back,ā€ she said. She posted a video explaining the decision, and to her relief, the response was overwhelmingly positive. Her followers understood, and gave her space to process the hike and the loss of her pet. She continued posting outdoor-related content, teasing a return to the trail that following spring.

In mid-March of 2022, Sheehan arrived at the southern terminus of the Pacific Crest Trail to begin a northbound thru-hike, this time in front of nearly 30,000 Instagram followers and more than 40,000 YouTube subscribers.Ģż

Another early start date meant Sheehan and her crew hit full snow cover early in the hike, slowing their pace and compressing their deadline for returning home. After 50 straight days of wading through snow and dealing with a litany of health issues, Sheehan made the decision to leave the PCT with 600 miles remaining. It was a tougher choice than it had been to leave the CDT.

ā€œI was worried that people wouldnā€™t care about me anymore when I left the PCT, but at that point I was ready to let that audience go,ā€ Sheehan said. For nearly four years, she had felt pushed to announce the ā€˜next big thingā€™ to keep her audience engaged.Ģż

Again, the audience was supportive. Sheehan had been honest about the challenges of the trail and the snow levels, and posted a similar update as she had after the CDT. But while the comments were cordial, she began to notice her follower count shrinking. Not finishing her two thru-hikes, then failing to announce a next one, had created somewhat of an exodus from her pages.Ģż

For years, Sheehanā€™s audienceā€”and the support that came with itā€”impacted her feelings of self worth, and it was clear that removing herself as a constant presence meant losing a significant part of those viewers. So while the response to her leaving the CDT and PCT wasnā€™t necessarily negative, watching droves of followers leave her pages was challenging.

ā€œI was worried that my only value to people came from being Rocket, and it turned out to be true,ā€ Sheehan said. ā€Most people were there for one kind of content. When you have so many people bombarding you with love and support in one category, then you say, ā€˜Hey, Iā€™m sick and I canā€™t do this anymoreā€™, and they leave, it proves that you donā€™t have that value for people. But they subscribed to a certain genre, so I canā€™t blame themā€”itā€™s not about me.ā€

Ultimately, Sheehan had to come to her own conclusions about the meaning of success. The longer she was off trail, the more she began to understand the accomplishment she craved wasnā€™t about a sign or monument in the wilderness, or her number of followers.Ģż

ā€œI have watched a beaver swim across a lake at dusk, [felt] the sun warm my skin, and [felt] mosquitoes torment me relentlessly.ā€ she said. ā€œThe value of a thru-hike comes from getting to be in the wild ā€¦ I have been gifted the opportunity to share the wild with millions of other humans looking for connection and adventure. Being accepted and loved for everything I have shared, good and bad, ugly and dirty, has made this journey absolutely worth it.ā€

When you look past the terminus photos and the numbers game of creating content on the internet, failure and success become more nuanced concepts. Through bailing on two hikes in front of an understanding audience, Sheehan redefined for herself what it means to fail or succeed.

ā€œOur goals change,ā€ she said. ā€œDid you fail or did you change the goal? The thru-hike might have been goal one, goal two might be to have a good time with that section that you did. Nothing will change , regardless of how many people are watching you.ā€

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My Thru-Hiking Community Showed Me Just How Lonely My Real Life Was /culture/essays-culture/thru-hiking-community-connection/ Thu, 04 May 2023 16:12:19 +0000 /?p=2629063 My Thru-Hiking Community Showed Me Just How Lonely My Real Life Was

Americans live in one of the most individualistic nations on earthā€”and it can be one of the most isolating, too. Could hiking be a way for us to find our way back to community?

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My Thru-Hiking Community Showed Me Just How Lonely My Real Life Was

I felt foolish and needy the first time I stuck out my thumb for a hitch on the Appalachian Trail. My hiking partner badly needed a ride to town, but the self-consciousness I felt around begging for a lift was all I could think about.

At the time, I couldnā€™t place why I felt so ashamed asking for aā€”short! Easy!ā€”ride with my thumb in the air. Now, years later, I get it: The concept of independence had been drilled into my brain for my entire adult life. Self-sufficiency and success were so intertwined that even the idea of needing something I couldnā€™t provide for myself brought an unexpected challenge to living on foot for five months.Ģż

I was proud of my adulthood independence, but the overemphasis I and our culture had put on it left me deeply lonely. Once you get to a certain age, asking people for help (aside from a partner or family members) becomes more challenging, whether itā€™s a sympathetic ear or pet care when you leave town. But on a trail, the focus on independence fades, and you find yourself part of a community built around not just shared values, but shared needs. Iā€™ve described , and this sense of relatability is similar. While some hikers might have more resourcesā€”think hotel rooms rather than bunkhousesā€”overall, weā€™re going through similar things and working towards a shared goal. For many of us, itā€™s our first time being part of a community like that.

We in the United States live in one of the worldā€™s most individualistic societies: Speaking generally, we tend to hold independence in higher esteem than community.Ģż As the writes, ā€œAmericans are more likely to prioritize themselves over a group and they value independence and autonomy.ā€ Whether or not you recognize it, chances are youā€™ve felt this pressure to be autonomous. Independence equals success; neediness is not rewarded.Ģż

Hikers are a needy bunch by choice. Though many , hikers put themselves in a position without transportation, instead hitching to resupplies and help from people at home shipping replacement gear. To make a long journey on foot is to exist not just without the comforts of home, but without the resources either. By placing ourselves in a position where we donā€™t have what we need to make it on our own, we take the first steps to reconnect with what it means to rely on your community.

Existing in an individualist society can feel isolating. This winter, I found myself driving to the airport multiple times, dragging my suitcase down the sidewalk from the economy lot because somehow there was no one around to give me a ride. Was this a symptom of getting older and losing community, or was it that my self-sufficiency over the years created an assumption I never needed help? I thought about how hitching had gradually lost its stigma for me as I normalized it throughout the trail and subsequent hikes. I compared it to being turned down when I sought a ride from friends, the indifference because they knew that I had my own vehicle and I could pay for parking.Ģż

The puts it bluntly: ā€œAmerica today is characterized mainly by rampant individualism no longer held in check by communal ties.ā€ While this may be a generalization, it does seem like we are trending towards being a lonely society where individualism has superseded community, felt in everything from workplace isolation to the acute loneliness of driving yourself to the airport at 5 a.m.

The pandemic years have only. Returning to the outdoors is a reminder of what community can feel like. It isnā€™t just that thru-hikers share a common goal. We expect weā€™ll all need assistance at some point, and in turn we help others.Ģż

It might mean sharing a hotel room to save money, trading food weā€™re sick of, or offering to help with a clogged filter at a water source. Weā€™re climbing the same passes and planning for the same distances between water sources. We might stop to point out a giant spider web and share the awe with hikers around us, or stop in the middle of an arduous climb around other stalled hikers, lamenting the never-ending switchbacks with people who are also climbing the never-ending switchbacks. This isnā€™t just idle chatter: Itā€™s community building.

Since becoming embedded in this community, Iā€™ve given rides to hikers and sought ways to be a resource for nearby trails, including the Continental Divide Trail and Great Divide Mountain Bike Race. Iā€™ve hosted hikers, run shuttles, and picked up hitchhiking skiers. My off-trail life represents the majority of my days, which makes me wonder how else we can take that sense of community and present it in a way where itā€™s not out of the question to ask for a ride to the airport. Even if our common goals in the real world are more vague than a distant terminus, we should try to bring that sense of connection off the trail and back into our everyday lives.

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When Hikers Die, Why Are We So Quick to Judge? /outdoor-adventure/exploration-survival/when-hikers-die-why-are-we-so-quick-to-judge/ Sat, 14 Jan 2023 13:14:03 +0000 /?p=2617520 When Hikers Die, Why Are We So Quick to Judge?

We are often quick to criticize those who perish outdoors. The author believes we should approach these tragedies with more compassion.

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When Hikers Die, Why Are We So Quick to Judge?

On November 20, 2022, 19-year-old Emily Sotelo set out on a solo hike on New Hampshireā€™s Franconia Ridge. Her mom watched her disappear up the trail, expecting to meet up with Emily later that day at a prearranged spot.Ģż

Emily never showed up, and three days later, searchers on the northwest side of 5,249-foot Mt. Lafayette. From news reports, it seemed she had gotten confused on a section of the Lafayette descent, lost her way, and succumbed to exposure as the temperatures dropped and winter weather blew in.Ģż

At first, I skimmed the news. Iā€™d heard a hiker was missing in the , and Iā€™d been following the story. When her body was found, I felt a stab of sadness and regret that it had ended this way. Then, I pushed it out of my mind, I didnā€™t want to think about it. I didnā€™t want to entertain the similarities between this 19-year-old hiker and the 19-year-old hiker I used to be, venturing solo on the same trails in pursuit of my own 4,000-footer list.Ģż

It wasnā€™t until I sent the article to my father in New Hampshire that I actually had to think about the tragedy with something other than surface-level consideration. My dad, big-hearted and unabashed with his feelings, responded ā€œThat poor girl. She must have been so scared.ā€

His simple, sincere message felt like a gut punch. Iā€™d felt sadness for her and her family, but I hadnā€™t let myself get deep enough to really put myself in her place. I had gotten into the same situation as her beforeā€”lost and in the middle of worsening weather. But I had always returned with nothing more than a tale of stumbling around in the woods for longer than I would have liked.Ģż

My dadā€™s message forced me to consider what it might have been like if I had been just a little less lucky. is a prolonged process. I imagined a solidifying understanding of her situation. Perhaps it took a few minutes to notice sheā€™d lost the trail. Initial calmness might have given way to mounting panic as she scanned trees, rocks, and patches of snow for anything familiar. The more she walked around, the harder her footprints would have been to retrace. Slowly, it would have gotten darker until she was on the side of a mountain at night with exposure beginning to set in. Maybe Iā€™m letting my imagination get the best of me. Once you slip below the surface of a tragedy that could have happened to you, itā€™s hard not to.Ģż

When I went online and poked around some of the New England hiking groups on Facebook, I was relieved to see most of the comments about Emilyā€™s deathā€”and there were hundredsā€”were compassionate. People talked about how shocked they were, and sent the kind of thoughts and prayers that make up every online reaction to a tragedy. There were service-oriented responsesā€” and links to good GPS devicesā€”as well as genuine questions from readers trying to understand how the hike went so wrong.

Mt. Lafayette in New Hampshire
Mt. Lafayette in sunnier weather

And then, like Iā€™d anticipated, there were the self-aggrandizing commenters who announced everything Emily had done wrong, and that they would never make those same mistakes:

ā€œHow about her core! Did she have a big puffy down jacket to put on when she was caught [in] dreadful conditions?ā€¦.A good wool hat. Energy bars. Big puffy overmitts and hand warmers. This is certainly a recurrent problem up there.ā€

ā€œTrail runners are equally useless in these conditions.ā€

ā€œSome are really stubborn and donā€™t want to hear itā€¦regardless of how one attempts to share in a non-threatening way, non-critical way [their] minds are set and there is no changing them.ā€

People can be unrelentingly judgemental when someone dies in an accident or from the elements, but maybe other reactions are just too painful. Whatā€™s the alternative? Putting yourself in her shoes? Pausing to think about the terror that must have encompassed her final hours? Maybe people who criticize a deceased hikerā€™s decisions are afraid that if they acknowledge it could have been them, theyā€™ll crack the door for self-doubt to creep in. If they accepted that only a few mistakes and some bad luck separated them from an accident victim, could they still summon up the courage to chase winter summits, backpack solo, or travel through bear country?

How much easier it is to judge the deceased.Ģż

When other hikers tear apart an accident victimā€™s decisions, gear, and experience, theyā€™re telling themselves: This is sad and scary, but it wonā€™t happen to me. Iā€™m better than that. It alleviates fear by reducing a human being to the choices that led them to their final moments.Ģż

When someone dies in the backcountry, there will always be speculation about what they could have done differently. Maybe Emily wasnā€™t prepared for bad weather or losing the trailā€”according to reports, she was missing some standard winter hiking gear. But does everyone leave for a day hike with a GPS unit, headlamp, and supplies for spending the night outside? According to the best advice, we should, but I doubt most people in the comments follow those directives perfectly every time, and most of them get away with it; Emily didnā€™t. Thereā€™s a way to discuss those mistakes without abandoning compassion.Ģż

There is a certain amount of powerlessness we accept every time we go outside, and it can be easier than any of us think to Regardless of precautions and space blankets and GPS devices, there are elements that are out of our control. A , a loose rock, or a missed turn can get the best of the most prepared hiker.

No matter how many times we make it home, misfortune can befall any one of us. We owe it to each other and our community to withhold judgment in the face of these tragedies and practice a little empathy instead. We can and should make sure weā€™re prepared to experience the outdoors as safely as possible. But in the end, none of us are ever fully in control.

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Seasoned Hikers Still Make Boneheaded Errors. Hereā€™s Why. /outdoor-adventure/hiking-and-backpacking/outdoor-mistakes-made-by-experienced-hikers/ Fri, 04 Nov 2022 16:56:11 +0000 /?p=2609876 Seasoned Hikers Still Make Boneheaded Errors. Hereā€™s Why.

Columnist Maggie Slepian explains why expertise in the outdoors does not make you immune from mistakes

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Seasoned Hikers Still Make Boneheaded Errors. Hereā€™s Why.

Hiking isnā€™t just a hobbyā€”itā€™s a lifestyle.ĢżĢżtackles the hiking lifeā€”and all of the joys, problems, arguments, and weird quirks that go along with itā€”in her column.

When I look at how I prepare for a trip now versus when I started backpacking, the difference is stark. I wrote with columns and categories before my first backpacking trip, laying out my options for layers, staring at two down jackets like they were going to stand up on their own and tell me which one to take. I brought the Sawyer cleaning kit for an overnight trip, plus multiple options for hiking clothing in case I wanted to change during the two days. I prepared enough food and snacks to feed a family, and brought two water bottles plus a hydration reservoir. It wasā€¦a lot.Ģż

Yes, I was an over-packer, but this was about more than that. Back then, I tried to make up for my lack of experience with extra planning and prep. I planned my , reserving hostels and motel rooms far in advance of reaching the town. I researched road crossings and local shuttle options. I sent to towns that had plenty of places to buy groceries. I felt new and vulnerable, and knowing what to expect when I got to a town helped ease my anxiety.

Iā€™m sure someone on the internet will read that and say ā€œOK, youā€™re just describing adequate preparation and responsible backpacking.ā€ Thatā€™s fair. But in my experience, itā€™s also indicative of a newer backpacker. The less you leave up to chance, the less intimidating the experience is.Ģż

These days, I have my system fairly dialed. I donā€™t bring a filter plunger during a three-day trip, and Iā€™ve worn enough down jackets to know which one serves me best for the forecasted conditions. But now, the mistakes I make are entirely different.

The more youā€™ve done a specific activity, the less mysterious it becomes. You know what you can do without, and unless youā€™re tackling something unusual, youā€™re usually comfortable bringing less. But then you reach a tipping point: Youā€™ve gotten so used to prepping for your weekend hike that you go on autopilot and start to overlook things. Itā€™s something Iā€™ve learned the hard way, on trips both short and long.

I was pretty casual about planning my town stops on the . I didnā€™t take any zeroes, but I did occasionally want to stay in town to shower and wash my hiking clothes. As I headed into Twin Lakes, an overnight stay felt necessary. Iā€™d been caught in freezing thunderstorms for days, and I was ready for a few good town meals and a hot shower. But when I got to the tiny town, every room was booked. Everything. I watched the hikers around me disperse to their hostel bunks and motel rooms or meet their rides to another town, and I dragged myself to an empty church where I sat in a pew and charged my phone, feeling wretched and regretting my lack of planning.

I huddled in the bed of a pickup truck bouncing back to the trail in another storm, thinking about my first backpacking trips where I planned my mileage and reserved housing in advance. For the most part, experience had shown me that I could show up and figure it out on the fly. This time, it had come back to bite me.

Iā€™ve made other mistakes like that. Before I left for the this spring, I got talked into upgrading my phone charger and battery pack. I swapped my standard iPhone cable for a USB-C one that supposedly charged my phone faster, and bought an upgraded external battery.Ģż

As I packed, I gave the battery pack a cursory glance to make sure it had a USB-C port, then hopped a plane. A few days into the trailā€”about 20 miles from my first townā€”I stopped at a mud puddle to fill my water bottles and charge my phone, which was hovering around ten percent. I plugged the phone cord into the USB-C port. Nothing happened. I pulled it out, blew away imaginary dust, wiped both ends on my sweaty bandana, then tried again. Still nothing. I pushed the power button on the charger, and all four battery indicator lights lit up. I squinted at the fine print next to the USB-C port. Input only. My phone clicked down to 9 percent.Ģż

If Iā€™d been more thorough, I would have actually checked the charging capabilities instead of seeing the port and assuming it worked both ways. Even though I was getting to town that day to buy a new charger, I am for navigation, so I wasnā€™t thrilled.Ģż

A few days later, around the 100-mile mark, I was sitting at a water source with several hikers when one of them groaned and tossed one of two identical water bottles onto the ground.Ģż

ā€œI just drank from my dirty waterā€ he moaned, dropping his head between his knees, muttering about not being careful enough. The water source was also a source for cows, and it was not something Iā€™d have wanted to drink untreated.Ģż

After trying to convince him that he *probably* wouldnā€™t get Giardia, we talked about how easy it was to become spacey and complacent in familiar territory. The terrain was reasonable, the conditions were good, and we were in the comfortable space of a long trail with easy resupply logistics and an app that told us exactly where the next water was. It was too easy to take the details for granted.Ģż

This is how slip-ups happen. When the consequences of carelessness are clearly deadly, weā€™re careful: We know to never let our guard down with our climbing knots and anchor systems, and to always carry a repair kit on long bike rides, no matter how many rides weā€™ve done. On the other hand, I canā€™t even count the number of times Iā€™ve gone on a run or day hike without adequate water or food because ā€œIā€™ve gone longer and it was fine.ā€Ģż

Like the routines and rituals of daily life, someone who backpacks a lot might get so accustomed to the systems that the actions become automatic. But unlike life at home, thereā€™s not much of a backup plan if something goes wrong. I couldnā€™t walk over to my junk drawer and find a different cord. If we were at home, my AZT buddy wouldnā€™t have accidentally chugged from a bottle of dirty water in the first place.Ģż

Now that Iā€™ve started seeing this pattern, Iā€™ve also noticed the beginning of a reversal. I donā€™t foresee myself reverting back to overpacking and mapping mileage, but as I pack for my next trip to the desert in a few days, Iā€™ve checked all of the battery indicators on my headlamp, external battery, and headphones. I ran water through my filter to make sure it wasnā€™t gunked up, and I double-checked the cords to charge my electronics. I reviewed the forecast to make sure I had the right sleeping bag and layers, and I downloaded maps ahead of time so I donā€™t get caught off guard if I lose service faster than anticipated.All of these precautions might seem like no-brainers, but after getting too relaxed in the planning and on-trail life, itā€™s never a bad idea to check back in with myself and make sure Iā€™m not developing bad habits.

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In ā€˜Yellowstone,ā€™ Transplants to the West Are the Enemy. Is the Hit Show Right? /culture/essays-culture/yellowstone-paramount-network-bozeman-montana/ Thu, 15 Sep 2022 10:00:43 +0000 /?p=2601327 In ā€˜Yellowstone,ā€™ Transplants to the West Are the Enemy. Is the Hit Show Right?

A writer in Bozeman, Montana, grapples with the wealthy wave of newcomers gentrifying the town she moved to ten years agoā€”as a dirtbag pursuing the western dream

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In ā€˜Yellowstone,ā€™ Transplants to the West Are the Enemy. Is the Hit Show Right?

I donā€™t remember thinking Bozeman was particularly trendy when I moved here in 2012. I was drawn to the place because rent was cheap, it was located near my seasonal guiding gig, and the peaks were bigger than the ones in the northeast, where Iā€™d come from. We stuffed three people into a cramped two-bedroom apartment, and I paid my $265 portion of the rent entirely from barista tips.

As far as I knew, any notable money in the area was channeled to Big Sky and the ghastly specter of the Yellowstone Clubā€”in the real world, Bozeman was plenty affordable for someone living off coffee shop wages and the occasional dog-sitting gig. The town felt compact but never claustrophobic: Montana State University and local businesses were bordered by expansive pastures that swept into foothills before rising into mountains visible from downtown. Hit TV shows about the region didnā€™t exist yet, and no one could have predicted that a global pandemic the bloated expansion of a town Iā€™d somewhat accidentally landed in.

I felt like a harmless cog in a community of aspirational college graduates looking for accessible climbing, biking, and hiking. What I didnā€™t think about was how our seemingly modest presence was changing the culture and landscape, transforming Bozeman from a town of ranches, dirt roads, and classic diners to a hot destination with a sprawling REI, multiple sushi restaurants, and nearly a dozen local breweries.

Now, itā€™s changing again. A new wave of remote workers, wealthy second-home owners, and urban dwellers looking to escape claustrophobic city life during the COVID-19 years have swarmed the valley, snapping up homes above asking price and waiving the inspections.

These days, within five minutes of my house, I can get a CBD smoothie, Botox, and an $18 cocktail. Thereā€™s a Lululemon on Main Street, and it seems like every new restaurant name has a vendetta against vowels. McMansions dot the foothills with man-made ponds dug into acres of non-native grassesā€”a cruel jab to a drought-stricken landscape. Rents for two-bedroom ā€œluxuryā€ apartments in Bozeman now range from $1,400 to $2,400, and the is $800,000. Core members of the community have left, because of the cultural changes, or being priced out, or both.

My instinct is to bash this newest generation of transplantsā€”abundantly wealthy and full of media-fueled romanticization of Montanaā€”but my aversion comes with an asterisk. Iā€™m a transplant, too, and no matter how long Iā€™ve been here, I will never be from Montana. How many years do I have to live in a place before I can mourn the cultural shift and the heartbreaking rate of development? Can I answer the question of who deserves to live in the West? Being a resident and watching these changes happen in real time make the answer even less clear.

Iā€™m far from the only one thinking about this. In fact, is about similar tensions playing out in a fictional version of the region surrounding Bozeman. The Paramount Network show takes a preservationist stance on the influx of wealthy, coastal transplants to Montana. In the show, the Duttons, a legacy ranching family, fight to protect their land from soulless developers. Granted, the Duttonsā€™ situationā€”owning the largest ranch in the U.S. and feeling threatened by a developer wanting pieces of itā€”is very different from the standard Bozeman resident getting priced out of two bedroom apartments. But the showā€™s tension is relatable.

How long do I have to live in a place before I can mourn the cultural shift and the heartbreaking rate of development?

Everyone wants a piece of this majestic scenery, and in visually stunning episodes, the Duttons prevail in narrative arcs that wrap up neatly by the end of each season. In this simplified, digestible manner, the show gets it right. If the area was facing a caricature of a developer bulldozing hundreds of acres of the valley, I might feel hopeful that the rapid development could be slowed. But if you side with the Duttons, you have to be ready to answer the question: OK, who does deserves to be here?

The popularity of the show has generated even more interest in southwest Montana, and has helped launch a thousand takes on the areaā€™s spiraling cost of living. Perhaps the most widely talked about was a by columnist Ross Douthat, which caused a stir on social media, where Westerners heckled Douthat for trying to diagnose Montanaā€™s woes after watching Yellowstone and taking a brief road trip to the region.

It also didnā€™t help, in these parts at least, that he tried to make a case for settlement by smitten newcomers. ā€œAs an Easterner accustomed to big cities and dense suburbs, to experience the Westā€™s mixture of majesty and emptiness is to feel more intensely what John Duttonā€™s various foils and rivals feel,ā€ he writes. ā€œThat something extraordinary is being effectively hoarded here, with whatever admirable intentions, and that more Americans should be able to live in the shadow of such beauty.ā€ Douthat argues that everyone deserves a piece of western heaven, and that Montantans have no right to hog their wide-open spaces. He doesnā€™t think a little more population density in such a massive state would necessarily be a bad thing, and that no one truly owns the rights to these places.

While I canā€™t argue directly with any of those points, I feel strongly that this is the opinion of someone not embedded in the culture and community. While Douthat acknowledges the ā€œcoastal gentrification,ā€ and mentions Bozeman as a case against expansion, he understates the insidious, irreversible cultural shift that accompanies rapid population increase. Itā€™s true that longterm residents live here for reasons that may entice others: the lack of population density, the open spaces. But if this growth explosion continues, those reasons vanish, and what will we be left with?

Hereā€™s where itā€™s hard to make an argument on either side. If I refuse to accept change and growth, Iā€™m taking the stance that certain people donā€™t belong. If I pretend that nothing is wrong with the current development, Iā€™m putting my head in the sand and ignoring the heartbreaking rate of expansion. This whiplash leaves me stranded in the middle of the argument, my head spinning as I witness the unchecked growth of a town that no longer feels familiar. One part of me wants to frantically build blockades to preserve whatā€™s left of the humble mountain-town culture; the other part knows I canā€™t. I moved here, too, and the newcomers who see what I saw in 2012 also deserve to follow their desires.

If something doesnā€™t give, Iā€™m left with the question of who this place will be for once all the land has been developed, the ranches have been subdivided, and everyone under a certain income bracket has been priced out. I wonder what will be left of the town we moved to, and where weā€™ll all end up.

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Why Iā€™ve Given Up on Lottery-Based Outdoor Permits /adventure-travel/essays/backpacking-permit-lotteries/ Wed, 22 Jun 2022 09:00:00 +0000 /?p=2587052 Why Iā€™ve Given Up on Lottery-Based Outdoor Permits

From the Wave to the Wonderland Trail, more famous outdoor destinations are enacting lottery systems. For one writer, itā€™s not worth the hassle.

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Why Iā€™ve Given Up on Lottery-Based Outdoor Permits

Hiking isnā€™t just a hobbyā€”itā€™s a lifestyle.ĢżĢżtackles the hiking lifeā€”and all of the joys, problems, arguments, and weird quirks that go along with itā€”in her column.

I have attempted exactly one lottery-based backpacking permit in my entire life. It was for the in 2020. I was an anxious wreck leading up to the first permit dayā€”I marked it on my calendar, triple-checked the time zone, and then logged on 15 minutes prior to the start, refreshing my browser every few seconds. I had been planning for the PCT for two years, but thanks to a family wedding in April, I had a narrow window of workable start dates.

I stared in disbelief when my lottery number populated. I had landed in the mid-7,000ā€™s in the queue. As the minutes ticked by and the little pixelated hiker walked in place on the screen, I checked the PCT chat threads as they filled up with screenshots of the start-date calendar. The ā€œidealā€ start dates were gone in minutes, then one by one the rest were blocked off, including every day during the two weeks I needed to start. Maybe I can , head back for the wedding, then fly back to the trail, I thought, watching the remaining dates in early March vanish. By the time I got into the reservation space, every start date was gone. My plans had evaporated in the span of 30 minutes while staring at a computer screen.

This is not a dunk on the PCT permit system, the PCT Association, or permits in general. I fully support permitted hikes and dedicated start dates; I understand that as thru-hiking blows up, it may be the only practical solution to protect the trail; and I know that there may be ways to plan around not getting the date you wanted. But if thereā€™s one thing the experience taught me, itā€™s that permit lotteries just arenā€™t for me.

There are plenty of permitted trails Iā€™d love to hike, like the Ģżin Washington, and limited-access areas Iā€™d love to see, like the Wave in Arizona. I donā€™t try. Like many backpackers, my schedule is unpredictable enough that I canā€™t commit to a backpacking trip four months in advance.Ģż

Beyond that, part of the joy of backpacking for me is the spontaneity. I base my mileage by how Iā€™m feeling and the conditions, and sometimes trips and opportunities pop up at the last minute. The stress of submitting itineraries and trying for the first-, second-, and third-choice routes and campsites is just too much for me and my anxiety.Ģż

Donā€™t get me wrong. There are benefits to permit lotteries. These systems allow avid hikers to plan their season around the most elusive permits, then fill in the blanks once they have a trip locked in. Prescribed routes and set dates also take pressure off mileage planningā€”those hikers will never show up to a campsite only to find it full.Ģż

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The Wave, in Arizona (Photo: tiny-al/iStock via Getty Images)

Limited-access areas and lottery-based permits are also wonderful tools for sustainable travel. They allow the most popular routes and fragile areas to remain open for travel without exceeding the upper limit of foot-traffic volume.

Arguments abound onlineā€”often during ā€œpermit seasonā€ā€”that restricting public-land access via lotteries and numbers goes against the idea of public land. But the choice is rarely between open access and permits; itā€™s between permitted access and nothing. Why would you argue against strategies to protect these lands by limiting traffic?Ģż

But itā€™s OK to admit that permitted trails arenā€™t for you. Thatā€™s OK! There are plenty of other trails to hike (though with the boom in outdoor recreation over the past few years, it seems very possible that there might be fewer soon). I hike trails and visit areas that donā€™t require permits. These areas might not be as popular, but they can be just as beautiful. I donā€™t want to enter the lottery system to hike the John Muir Trail, in California, but thereā€™s always the . I donā€™t want to plan a backpacking trip, but Iā€™ll do day hikes on the same Montana trails.Ģż

Like anything in the outdoors, balance is key. We love removing barriers to entry and helping people experience the outdoors. But when those barriers to entry help protect the places we love, sometimes that has to trump easy access. As Iā€™ve discovered, if you donā€™t want to deal with permits, thereā€™s something out there for you if you know where to look.

If youā€™re one of those people who likes to hike spectacular trails no matter the obstacles, well, my dropping out only benefits you. After all, if everyone was trying for a tricky permit, the lotteries would be that much more competitive.Ģż

As for the conclusion of the PCT permit saga? I entered the second permit day a few months later, landed an incredible lottery number, and got my first choice of a start date. Three months later, I canceled my trip as COVID exploded across the country. There are some obstacles you just canā€™t plan your way around.

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In Defense of Visiting an Instagram-Famous Destination /adventure-travel/essays/instagram-destinations/ Tue, 24 May 2022 10:30:57 +0000 /?p=2580606 In Defense of Visiting an Instagram-Famous Destination

Thereā€™s a reason why crowds flock to places like Havasu Falls and Horseshoe Bendā€”theyā€™re absolutely gorgeous

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In Defense of Visiting an Instagram-Famous Destination

Hiking isnā€™t just a hobbyā€”itā€™s a lifestyle.Ģż tackles the hiking lifeā€”and all the joys, problems, arguments, and weird quirks that go along with itā€”in her column.

One of the most Instagram-centric outdoor destinations Iā€™ve ever visited was Ģżin Arizona. I was on an impromptu road trip with another backpacker, and we were driving from Montana down to the Grand Canyon.Ģż

ā€œShould we detour and see Horseshoe Bend?ā€ he asked. I said yes immediately, not making the connection between the spotā€™s name and the images Iā€™d seen splashed all across outdoor instagram accounts. When I looked it up, I groaned.

ā€œThis place? Weā€™re going to have to fight through piles of people taking the same dumb picture,ā€ I lamented, scrolling through dozens of identical photos. Too late: we were there. We stopped at a kiosk to pay the $10 entrance fee.

The most iconic places on social media and outdoor bucket-list roundups have a few things in common. These spots are usually easy to access and have a big visual payoff that looks great on the internet.Ģż

Click through thousands of hashtags and nearly identical 100-word blurbs in travel blogs and it isnā€™t hard to roll your eyes at Zabriskie Point in Death Valley, Havasu Falls in Arizona, McAfee Knob in Virginia, Peek-a-Boo and Spooky slot canyons in Utah, or Park Butte Lookout in Washington. Included in this is Horseshoe Bend, where I found myself adrift in an ocean of cars and people, heat waves rippling from the pavement in the late-afternoon sun.Ģż

As with plenty of trends and destinations that have found traction in the greater population, the judgment from the more ā€œhardcoreā€ enthusiastsā€”backpackers and hikers in this caseā€”runs like a current through the community. I am not excluded from this: I was absolutely feeling judgmental as I reluctantly joined the migration of tourists wearing strappy sandals and wielding iPhones for the half-mile walk to the photo op. I felt like Iā€™d outgrown this type of outing.

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Havasu Falls in Arizona is one of many popular destinations for Instagrammers. (Photo: Colton Williams/Getty Images)

But when I saw Horseshoe Bend in person, I understood the hype. Hundreds of feet below me, the water swept in a dramatic curve around a towering pillar of sandstone. The color of the water was somewhere between turquoise and navy, and the contrast between the water and the brilliant reddish-orange rocks looked like the backdrop of a movie set.Ģż

Seeing Horseshoe Bend in front of me was a far cry from the photos Iā€™d seen featured in listicles and edited influencer photos. The sheer scale of the feature, the contrast of the colors, and the perfect sweeping curve of the water was inspiring. We stayed for an hourā€”snapping photo after photo, naturally.

ā€œPretty cool, right?ā€ My hiking partner asked. I fully agreed, aware that my preconceived notion of a place just because it was popular hadnā€™t been fair.Ģż

These easy-access, high-reward destinations might be the beginning and end of someoneā€™s outdoor adventures, but for others, these spots could be the gateway to further exploration. can help people discover the wonders of the natural world, as well as help them understand how to get out there. Itā€™s easy to get wrapped up in the mindset that going big is the only way to go, and I often have to remind myself that no one starts out with 20-mile day hikes.Ģż

There is a fair argument to be made, however, that the increased popularity of these Instagram-famous spots harms them by drawing hordes of hikers, many of whom may not understand the basics of Leave No Trace. This is a delicate balance. How, after all, are we supposed to share our love for the outdoors in the internet age without loving the outdoors to death? Conversely, when we keep the best spots to ourselves or insist that people only learn about them by word of mouth, ?Ģż

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Colorado’s Hanging Lake boasts greenish-blue water. (Photo: Jeremy Janus/Getty Images)

Permitted access and reservation systems help keep fragile areas intact by limiting the number of visitors and campers. Land managers have added parking fees to spots like Horseshoe Bend. In some extreme cases, like , the spots are more regulated or even closed. The idea of limited, permitted access is a whole essay unto itself, but itā€™s hard to argue that limiting visitors this way helps preserve these incredible spots while allowing people to experience them, as long as they plan enough in advance.

These spots have become popular for a reason, and every time Iā€™ve been to one, Iā€™ve shared them with plenty of other people. Sure, the crowds can be frustrating, but the awe and appreciation of everyone around me also makes the experience that much more special.Ģż

Itā€™s easy to judge these locations simply because they became popular on the internet or because they have a big payoff without an arduous journey. But as someone who has now been to many of the spots on these bucket-list roundups and backpacked way too far to get to a remote hot spring, Iā€™m ready to admit that there are different, equally valid ways to appreciate getting outside.Ģż

And really, isnā€™t being outdoors and appreciating the natural world the whole point? Whether you walked a half-mile to see a cool bend in a river or hiked thousands of miles to touch a sign, the sense of wonder that these places leave us with is the same.

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When Quitting Is a Good Thing /outdoor-adventure/hiking-and-backpacking/thru-hike-quitting-tough-it-out-mentality/ Fri, 13 May 2022 11:00:30 +0000 /?p=2579810 When Quitting Is a Good Thing

For many hikers, stopping can be harder than continuing, even if itā€™s a good idea

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When Quitting Is a Good Thing

At this point in the year, we are well into the northbound thru-hiking season. hikers might be deep in Virginia, hikers are getting closer to entering the Sierra, and Continental Divide Trail hikers are making tracks across the New Mexico desert. Not all of them will see it through to the end, though: statistically, around three-quarters of the thru-hikers who set out this season wonā€™t reach their goal. In 2022, for the first time since I began taking extended backpacking trips, I found myself among them.

ā€œNever quit on a bad dayā€ is a well-known maxim, and the day I left the Arizona Trail had actually been better than average. I felt strong, the scenery was amazing, and the path was smoother than it had been, despite intense climbs and descents over the 20 miles.Ģż

However, my skin had been giving me problems since the first few days of my trip. First, a prickling rash blossomed across my legs and hands. I doggedly applied every two hours, but it didnā€™t help: within days it had evolved from a reddish inflammation to full-blown heat-rash blisters on my legs, chest, and down my fingers.Ģż

At the same time, my was getting steadily worse, until each step felt like someone was grinding salt into a road rash. After the first 100 miles, the palm-size patches of chafed skin were splitting open from the constant abrasion. The oozing pus and streaks of blood acted like an adhesive, gluing shorts to the open sores. I added gels and ointments and creams to my resupplies and started hiking in my camp pants to alleviate the worst symptoms.

Family obligations meant I hadnā€™t planned to finish the Ģż(AZT) in one go anyway, aiming instead for Flagstaff, with loose plans to finish the final 200-ish miles in the fall. My skin was bad, but it wasnā€™t bad enough to make me want to quit before Flagstaff.Ģż

Then one night, unable to sleep for the third night in a row thanks to the burning of my various skin ailments, I opened my GPS app around 2 A.M. to see what the elevation for the next day looked like. About 15 miles from my campsite, I noticed a road crossing. Maybe Iā€™ll go into town and try to heal my skin for a day or two,ĢżI thought.Ģż

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A view of Arizonaā€™s San Francisco PeaksĢż(Photo: Deborah Lee Soltesz)

I turned my phone off and tossed and turned, trying to keep any materialā€”from my pants to my sleeping bagā€”off my oozing skin. Another hour went by. I turned my phone on again and looked at the map. It would only take a few hitches at most to get back to a town that had an airport. I thought,ĢżWhat if I didnā€™t get to Flagstaff this time?Ģż

It wasnā€™t my original plan, but no one was forcing me to stay. I liked the AZT, and I felt strong and fit, but I also didnā€™t feel incredibly compelled to reach Flagstaff. I turned the thoughts over as the minutes crawled by and I still couldnā€™t sleep.

By the time dawn brightened the walls of my tent, I had formed a plan. I didnā€™t have to reach my arbitrary goal. Thatā€™s all Flagstaff was: an arbitrary goal. I could go home. I didnā€™t have to consider my several hundred miles of backpacking a failure to complete a longer trip. What if I looked at the miles Iā€™d done and felt like they were enough?

This might not seem like a particularly enlightened mindset, but it was a big deal for me. Iā€™ve spent a long time making my ability to suffer part of my personality. What I lacked in natural athletic ability, I made up for in grit and determination. If I cut this trip short, what did I have left?Ģż

I packed up at first light and hauled out of camp, my mind racing with the idea of making a choice within the next 15 miles. I pulled out my phone, overwhelmed almost to tears. I didnā€™t know how to define what I was feeling.Ģż

Who am I without my accomplishments? What should I do?ĢżI typed out a message to my friend who was probably still asleep two time zones away. I stared at the screen as the red exclamation point materialized: no service.Ģż

If I wasnā€™t feeling so wretched, I would have laughed. I was on my own.Ģż

My ā€œtough it outā€ mentality has been with me as long as I can remember. Iā€™d jump up immediately after wrecking my mountain bike or falling on a climb, proving I was unaffected by the impact. My first instinct has always been to prove that nothing affects me, to show Iā€™m fine before checking with myself to see if I actually was.

On trails, that has meant fewer crashes but more long-term toughing it out. But in the end, I had to wonder what exactly I was proving with this. That I was stronger? Tougher? Better at suffering? That I always reached my goals?

Of course, when you make toughness a pillar of your identity, . For many people pursuing extended backcountry travel, stopping can be harder than continuing. Reaching your goal is seen as the be-all and end-all of any endeavor, which means stopping early is a lot more complicated.

What if I donā€™t reach my goal?

I thought about this for the seven hours it took to hike the 15 miles to the road crossing. When I got to the road, I got a ride to town, and I went home.Ģż

What happened then? Nothing. I put aside my somewhat arbitrary goal, had a good trip, and nothing about my inherent self-worth has changed.Ģż

As hikers fall short of their initial goals this season, whether itā€™s an extended section or the full trail, I hope they can realize that not reaching the goal doesnā€™t change their inherent worth. Itā€™s about what you got out of the experience and how you respect yourself in the process. Itā€™s taken me a long time to get to this mindset, but it feels like the right place to be.Ģż

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The Six-Person Family Chasing the Triple Crown /outdoor-adventure/hiking-and-backpacking/strawbridge-family-triple-crown/ Thu, 01 Apr 2021 00:00:00 +0000 /uncategorized/strawbridge-family-triple-crown/ The Six-Person Family Chasing the Triple Crown

Monica had always dreamed of thru-hiking after the kids left home, but following a 67-mile family backpacking trip near the AT in Tennessee and North Carolina in 2017, the possibility of thru-hiking with them took shape

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The Six-Person Family Chasing the Triple Crown

Monica Strawbridge had always dreamed of thru-hiking with her husband, Vince, after their kidsā€”13-year-old Georgie, 15-year-old Henry, 16-year-old June, and 18-year-old Aidenā€”left home. But following a 67-mile family backpacking trip near the Appalachian Trail in Tennessee and North Carolina in 2017, the possibility of thru-hiking with the kids took shape.Ģż

The children didnā€™t quite know what they were getting into when their parents first suggested the Pacific Crest Trail. ā€œYou canā€™t comprehend something as long as the PCT,ā€ June says. ā€œWe just agreed to do it.ā€

They thru-hiked its 2,650 milesĢżin 2018, and the seed was sown for attempting whatā€™s known as the triple crown of hiking: the PCT, the Appalachian Trail, and the Continental Divide Trail.

In the thru-hiking world, the triple-crown trails each have distinct personalities: The AT is known for a crowded start, frequent town access, and a social atmosphere. The PCT is a bit longer, but the scenery is more majestic.ĢżThe CDT is the most intimidating, and rumors of its difficulty abound.ĢżThe CDT is also the remotest of the three andĢżwith some of the harshest conditions, ranging from snowy 13,000-foot peaks to extended sections of desert.

When traveling southbound, asĢżthe Strawbridges did, thru-hikers need to start late enough for the passes in Montana to clear, yetĢżmoveĢżfast enough to get through the south San Juan Mountains before winter weather returns. This means covering over 2,000 miles between late June and early September. CDT hikers wake up, hike, eat, sleep, and repeat. Most hikers attempting the triple crown save the CDT for last. The Strawbridges teed it up for hike number two.

Monica and Aiden in Yellowstone National Park, walking a geyser basin in the early morning
Monica and Aiden in Yellowstone National Park, walking a geyser basin in the early morning (The Strawbridges)

Aiden condensed her senior year into four months to accommodate the CDT. The younger three children are homeschooledĢżand designed projects they could do on trail: Henry would collectĢżdata for Trout Unlimited, June would workĢżon a weather-tracking project, and Georgie, who studied photography, planned to snapĢżthousands of shotsĢżalong the way. The family set off on June 24, 2020.


At 6 A.M. each day, Vince madeĢżthe rounds, waking up the kids, paying special attention to the tent that housed June and Georgieā€”the hardest pair to rouse. Theyā€™d break camp quickly, eating an energy bar or stashing one in their pocket for later. The first hour of their morning was spent together. They would play a history lesson on a portable speaker, discuss a Bible verse, or talk about the kidsā€™ projects as they began walking.

Then the family would string out along the trail, hiking at their own paces. Theyā€™d regroup for lunch around noon and chat about their mornings. From there, theyā€™d walk until dark.Ģż

When talking about their family, Monica and Vince are quick to laughĢżand quicker still to eliminate romanticized notions of a picture-perfect group of hikers. On the trail, there were frequent tears and arguments, but there was also a tight bond.

ā€œWe have no choice, we have to reconcile,ā€ says Aiden. ā€œItā€™s just us out there. You canā€™t go to your friends and complain about your siblings when your siblings are all you have.ā€

Each of the childrensā€™ trail personalities developed over the course of nearly a collective year of hiking. Aiden is rock-solid, cranking out miles and consistently having a good time. Henryā€™s natural athletic abilities developed on the CDT, along with his appreciation for thru-hiking and positive attitude about the rigors of the route. As the strongest hiker in the family, his love forĢżthru-hiking grew immensely on the CDT. Georgie is sensitive and artistic, a natural peacemaker who can be upset by unresolved tension. She works to alleviate disagreements amongĢżeveryone. June is the most hesitant. Sometimes she loves the trail, sometimes she doesnā€™t want to be there. She struggles on long climbs, something Vince grapplesĢżwithĢżas he calculatesĢżtheir mileage.

Henry and his cousin Silas heading up Arapahoe Pass, Colorado, into the whiteout
Henry and his cousin Silas heading up Arapahoe Pass, Colorado, into the whiteout (The Strawbridges)

Though the family stayed within a safeĢżweather window, the mountains donā€™t follow rules. In early September, a storm system rolled through the Colorado Rockies. The StrawbridgesĢżstayed an extra day in Denver to wait it out, then returned to the trail at Lake Granby, near Arapaho and Roosevelt National Forests. As they started ascending 11,906-foot Arapaho Pass, the weather began to turn. The storm they thought was over had a second wave.Ģż

They tried to stay together as the squallĢżworsened, but the slow pace was hard for Henry and Aiden, who needed to keep moving to stay warm. They went ahead into whiteout conditions.

Vince was in the back with June, who was struggling immensely. Suddenly, she sank into the snow and lay down. Vince panicked, trying to get her to move.

Georgie crouched down near the top of the pass, the wind so fierce it prevented her from standing upright. The visibility was so poor that they didnā€™t know if they were heading in the right direction.Ģż

ā€œIt was a breaking point,ā€ says Aiden. She didnā€™t know how far the climb continued, and she saw Henry getting cold. ā€œOur family couldnā€™t see us, but we were too cold to stop.ā€

Vince stayed low with June as the storm continued unabated. Finally, with continued pleading and cajoling, he got her to move, one step at a time, to the top of the pass, where they found the rest of the family and descended safely to the other side.

Arapaho Pass was a pivotal moment in theirĢżhike, the only time they questioned the wisdom of the endeavor. When the StrawbridgesĢżreturned home to Lakeland, Florida,Ģżafter completing the trail several months later, they took June to the doctor andĢżdiscovered she was suffering from anemiaā€”a major factor in her reduced endurance.


On November 2, 2020, the family arrived at New Mexicoā€™s Crazy Cook Monument, steps from the Mexican border in theĢżremote ChihuahuanĢżDesertā€”theĢżsouthern terminus of the 3,100-mile CDT.ĢżWhen they touched the obelisk, they became the largest family to have ever hiked the trail.

Aiden taking in the beauty near the top of Parkview Peak, Colorado
Aiden taking in the beauty near the top of Parkview Peak, Colorado (The Strawbridges)

In early March of this year,Ģżthe StrawbridgesĢżbegan theĢżAT, and they plan to finish their triple crown this summer. Coming off a CDT thru-hike makes the familyĢżoutliers in the northbound AT crowd, many of whom areĢżattempting their first thru-hike on what most consider to be the easiest of the triple-crown routes.

But after a cumulative 5,000 miles, the family now has thru-hiking down to a science: they are fluidly efficient at camp, put in big miles almost every day, and are accustomed to the trials of trail life. In short, theyĢżareĢżready for their final triple-crown segment.Ģż

ā€œSo much of our experience in the world is comfort driven,ā€ says Monica. ā€œThere is some dullness that comes from that. Our family has a desire to be sharp, not quite so comfortable.ā€Ģż

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